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It is a little worrying when you realise you feel kind of meh, and want to talk about it as if it's a problem to be talked through and solved, and then recall that you were also meh a couple of days ago, but for slightly different reasons which are done with now.

I guess I wasn't expecting to feel meh today. Or maybe I feel more inclined to question it...or more inclined to think there is a solution, but it's just a little bit out of reach - so if I make a squeaky noise I might get the lubrication that I need.

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Anyhoo. My next Coursera course has started (Andy Warhol), but I don't think I want to do it. The last one hasn't actually finished yet - a brief essay is still to be done, then some peer assessment - and I feel rather inclined to take a break now. It's a bit like reading a book: I can never jump straight out of one book and into another. Also, the course I just did was a huge challenge because I was doing visual stuff, I don't feel the motivation to do something that only involves a talkfest about a third party. And I think I proved to myself that I could do a course, I don't need to prove it again.

So I will shortly have a few spoons to allocate to something, but I don't yet know what it's going to be.

I have pulled out my pencils again, but it's still uninspiring and there's still a huge disconnect between concepts and ideas in my head and actual capacity. I have been knitting again, and pondering a few projects, so something will happen there. There's also a volunteer thing to look into nearby. And a few house related projects.

I'll spend the next little while mulling these options over, poking at them all with a stick to see what moves, and then, most likely, something will simply take off and I'll be running to keep up with it, convinced everything will end in a screaming heap, and all will be well.

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pondhopper
Apr. 23rd, 2014 02:39 pm (UTC)
I think that Meh has a mind of its own and will come around as it chooses. If you need to talk about it, we're here.
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