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Mondayeerrrrgh.

There is a time for everything, and Monday is the day for feeling cruddy.

When I worked for a living it was Sunday, starting in the afternoon. An increasing sense of unease would taint everything that was happening and I would have an anxiety attack on Sunday night. On Monday I'd arrive at work feeling spat out and disshevelled, but things would start to improve.

Now, my Sundays are great.

It's okay, my Mondays don't bring on the level of misery that Sundays used to invoke.

Mostly I just feel a bit fucked over in terms of CFS, because the weekends are when I'm least likely to pace myself. So I feel bit torn between the need to roll with how my illness is going and the desire to Get Things Done! because it's a weekday.


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I've only got one proper appointment this week (braincare) so (for better or worse), the rest is on my own schedule. This pleases me greatly.

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pondhopper
Aug. 15th, 2016 11:45 am (UTC)
Balance happens even when we don't actively seek it. There. That was my philosophizing for the day.
:)

Hoping you feel better quickly!
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