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I'm hungry already.

But I've done some useful things today, like catching up on paperwork and bills and the purchase of bulk quantities of cat litter. The malaise seems to be lifting, the anxiety lessening. My to-do list is no longer terrifying, and there are things I actually now *want* to do.

I've got the internal stress-clock set: by this time tomorrow, I'll be on my way home from hospital and then I can flake out.

This mental trick also enables me to do useful stuff while I'm wiling away the time. The knowledge of an impending big event makes me more alert, but as there's nothing to *do* in relation to that big event, I have to do something with that energy. And with the knowledge that I might be out of action for a day or so after, the urge to get things done becomes more acute.

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